
I listened to all this and thought, "Well, that's cool for some people, but this is not at all what I do." I walked out wondering if perhaps taking this job would be the catalyst for a creative explosion in my off-work hours. Because this job was certainly not the place to do any writing, or article editing, or, my true love, preparing a magazine for publication.
I get that I should be happy to get a job, but there's something very heavy around my neck when I think of taking this job because it's a job, instead of taking it because it sounds like something I'd enjoy doing. Taking a job I already know I wouldn't like is a waste of everyone's time. And taking that job for an insultingly low salary is even worse.
I feel like I need to point out at this time that Brian, the guy who is cheering the loudest for a job, has totally got my back on this decision. As he told me this morning, "We need it, and it would be great if you got it, but if it's something that you'll hate, don't worry about it."
And then, as if to confirm my thinking, I found a listing for the perfect job for me this afternoon. A managing editor position for a trade publication here in town. This is exactly what I'm looking for, and I am perfect for the job. (Let's hope they agree.)
So, here I am, about to say "No thanks" to job. That's tops on tomorrow's to-do list.
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